“I’m not sure which is worse: intense feeling, or the absence of it.”
— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin
When I told you we had to end it, that we had to go on our own separate paths, I wanted you to say no. I wanted you to tell me you would never let me go. I wanted you to say that you couldn’t imagine living life without me, that you would never love anyone as much as you loved me, even if it sounds a little selfish. I wanted you to fight for me, to stop me from leaving. But all you said was, “I’ve been thinking the same thing for a while now.”
“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”
— j. iron word
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I can’t do this anymore. I hate myself so much, it’s suffocating me. It’s getting closer and closer to swallowing me and I just let it come.
Why cant i just be high 24/7 and forget about everything. Why do i need to function somehow in this society
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i'm too afraid to get close to people again
i have one word for 2023: please
i dont think i have an eating disorder. i just struggle with eating and crave to be skinny all the time
Anyone else hate themselves? Or is it just me?
it’s ok. i mean it’s not ok, but it’s ok